IT’S THE LAST STRAW FEELING TOO MUCH LATELY  LIKE A BURNOUT AND SOMEHOW  I STILL COULD LEAVE MY HOUSE IT’S LIKE I’M LIVING IN A SITCOM I GET PULLED INTO THIS DRAMA DON’T WANNA HANG OUT I’D RATHER DO WHAT I WANNA  SO DRUNK I CAN’T THINK STRAIGHT ALL IN THE MOMENT DON’T KNOW MYSELF GUESS I’M A FAKE THAT’S WHAT YOU TOLD ME BUT YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW MY NAME STILL YOU DON’T CARE IT’S SUCH A SHAME  WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? I DEN MADE A MESS OF MYSELF IT’S LIKE I DO THE WRONG THINGS I DON’T FEEL NOTHING ELSE YOU SEE THE MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO SURROUND ME ARE SELFISH CONSTANTLY I’M DEALING WITH EM  SO I FEEL HELPLESS I CAME WITH MEANING AND YOU CAME WITH HATE NOW WE BOTH ARGUE  BOUT ALL THE STRUGGLES WE FACE NO PROGRESSION YOU BURY THE WORDS THAT I SAY IT’S A LESSON YOU’RE MAKING MY SENSE GO TO WASTE TEARING MY SOUL TO THE GROUND I DON’T GOT MUCH LEFT STILL YOU KICK ME WHEN I’M DOWN AS THEY WATCH AND TELL ME SHUT MY MOUTH AND LET GO YOU DON’T CARE IF I’M RIGHT  CAUSE YOU LEFT ME ALL ALONE WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? I DEN MADE A MESS OF MYSELF IT’S LIKE I DO THE WRONG THINGS I DON’T FEEL NOTHING ELSE YOU SEE THE MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO SURROUND ME ARE SELFISH CONSTANTLY I’M DEALING WITH EM  SO I FEEL HELPLESS I’M ALWAYS PULLED INTO EVERYONES PAIN BUT I CANNOT HELP THAT YOU THINK I’M INSANE WITH THE PRESSURE THEY PUT ON IT DRIVES ME AWAY I FEEL BETTER WHEN NOBODY CARES  BECAUSE I HATE THE DISDAIN OH MY GOD  THIS IS A HEADACHE CAN WE SLOW DOWN  COME BACK TO MY PACE SO MANY THOUGHTS YOU THROWIN OUT FOR REAL SO MUCH I CAN’T CHASE  DETEST ME PLAY ME A FOOL YELL I’M A DEADBEAT I DON’T GIVE A FUCK THOSE WORDS LIE HEAVY CALL IT TRAUMA WHAT YOU KNOW BOUT SEEM YOU NOT HURTIN FOR ALL US I’M GIVING MY LIFE SO I CAN TAKE CARE MY MAMA AIN’T LOSIN FOCUS YOU WANNA PRAY ON MY DOWNFALL DON’T THINK YOU NOTICED BUT I’M JUST HERE FOR THE COMMAS SAVE YO SHIT AND DON’T BRING ME IN THIS OVERSHARE WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE  YOU’RE ACCOMPLISHED I BEEN SAID  THAT I’M UNDESERVING OF THE KNIFE YOU PULLED AND PUT RIGHT INTO MY CHEST WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? I DEN MADE A MESS OF MYSELF IT’S LIKE I DO THE WRONG THINGS I DON’T FEEL NOTHING ELSE YOU SEE THE MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO SURROUND ME ARE SELFISH CONSTANTLY I’M DEALING WITH EM  SO I FEEL HELPLESS I’M ALWAYS PULLED INTO EVERYONES PAIN BUT I CANNOT HELP THAT YOU THINK I’M INSANE WITH THE PRESSURE THEY PUT ON IT DRIVES ME AWAY I FEEL BETTER WHEN NOBODY CARES  BECAUSE I HATE THE DISDAIN OH I HATE THE DISDAIN OH I FUCKIN HATE IT ALL

I CANT FEEL  HEARTS RACIN WHILE WALKIN THRU THE DARK I CANT STOP SHAKIN I’M SO FAR FROM THE LIGHT STILL CHASIN IT COMES AS A SURPRISE DRIVING ME CRAZY  I’M GIVIN MY ALL CALLIN OUT  CALL YOUR NAME IN HOPES YOU’D COME LOOK FOR ME  IN MY SOUL I FEEL DEAD TOO NUMB TO FEEL A THING BREAK ME DOWN JUST TO KNOW IF I REALLY DESERVE YOU (DESERVE YOU) YOU SAID WE WOULD BE FINE  IF I HAD I TOOK THE TIME TO PIECE TOGETHER  WHAT WAS BROKEN  CAUSE I’M NOT ALRIGHT  AND EVERY TIME I TRY I GET IMPATIENT  WITH EVERYTHING IT TAKES  TO BE SOMEONE WHO COULD BE MORE  THAN A MEMORY TO YOU EVERYTHING IT TAKES  TO BE SOMEONE WHO COULD BE MORE  THAN A MEMORY TO YOU KNOW IT AIN’T NOTHIN MUCH TO ME  I’VE SEEN THE LENGTHS  YOU WANNA PUT ME THROUGH SET ME FREE IT’S WRITTEN ALL OVER EVERYTHING YOU SAID  CANT BELIEVE  THIS ISN’T WHERE I’M REALLY  MEANT TO BE SO UNSEEN LEFT WITH NO TRACE I’VE COME TO TERM THINGS BURNING OUT MY LUNGS SO WEARY  TRYNA SCREAM FOR YOU CLOSE MY MOUTH BUT IT’S HARD TO LET IT GO IN HERE ALL ALONE MISERY WITHOUT COMPANY HOW COULD YOU TREAT ME LIKE THAT WITH EVERYTHING IT TAKES  TO BE SOMEONE WHO COULD BE MORE  THAN A MEMORY TO YOU EVERYTHING IT TAKES  TO BE SOMEONE WHO COULD BE MORE  THAN A MEMORY TO YOU I’LL DO ANYTHING IT TAKES TO GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD BECAUSE I CANNOT BE WITH YOU

YOU BE GIVING LOVE AWAY HEARTLESS YOU AIN’T NEVER GONNA CHANGE FUCKED UP  EVERYTHING WITH ME IT’S SO MESSED UP DON’T CARE WHAT YOU SAY  SITTIN IN THIS ROOM WITH ME SAYIN THAT SHIT YOU BEEN TWISTING THINGS FEEL THE MOTION OF YOU PUSHIN ME GIRL IT DON’T GOTTA BE LIKE THAT (TALK TO ME) USED TO BE SO DAMN SIMPLE (SIMPLE) LATELY I KNOW I AIN’T  GETTING ENOUGH FROM YOU  BUT IT’S FINE IT’S ALL APART OF FALLING OUT OF LOVE YOU’RE LOSING FEELINGS FOR ME BECAUSE YOU HESITATED WHEN I ASKED YOU IF WE OKAY I AIN’T IN MY BAG TODAY SO DAMN SAD  IT’S A TRAGEDY R.I.P. TO MY MOOD AGAIN THIS SHITS FUCKED UP I DON’T WANNA WIN SO WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE IT’S COMING TO AN END WE’RE JUST SCARED TO SAY GOODBYE YOU’RE NOT WHO YOU ARE  AND I KNOW I HAVEN’T BEEN FINE PLEASE DON’T EVER THINK I WAS WASTING YOUR TIME

I KEEP ON FIGHTIN DISPOSITION IM STRUGGLIN  AIN’T NOBODY TRYNA HELP ME  MAKE A VISION  I KEEP MY HEAD WITH GOOD INTENTIONS THE MOMENT THAT I GIVE UP  I KNOW THAT SOMEBODY GON GET IT AND YALL DON’T EVER WANNA LISTEN  I HATE IM STEADILY RUNNIN IN A CIRCLE REPETITIOUS  BUT I CAN’T GIVE UP ON MY WISHES STILL FEEL LIKE I AIN’T ENOUGH YOU SEE THATS JUST HOW I BE LIVIN IMA GIVE 100 WHEN I DO IT MADE THIS ALL FROM NOTHIN LIKE A DIAMOND SAVE ME FROM THE SORROW WHEN THE SONG PLAYS  ON STAGE FILL ME WITH THE LOVE I’VE BEEN HOLLOW IS IT REALLY SOLVING  PROBLEMS THAT I FACE PUT A LIL CADENCE IN THE PROCESS  HEALING WITH A PROMISE I MIGHT MAKE IT WORTH IT BUT THEY DON’T THINK I DEN BEEN DESERVIN  JUST GON WATCH ME FALL SO JADED I DON’T CARE WHEN IT’S TIME TO GO DON’T ACT LIKE YOU WERE THERE EVERYONE MOVES ON AND THAT’S HOW LIFE IS  RIGHT NOW I DO THE MOST SO MUCH DON’T WANNA REST TREAT ME  FEELS AS IF YOU DECEIVE ME CAUSE EVERY TIME I OPEN UP  YOU SWEAR I’M OVERTHINKING  ALRIGHT I’M BITING MY TONGUE BECAUSE I’M HERE IN THE LIMELIGHT  AND LOSIN MYSELF JUST TO GET BY I KEEP ON FIGHTIN DISPOSITION IM STRUGGLIN  AIN’T NOBODY TRYNA HELP ME  MAKE A VISION  I KEEP MY HEAD WITH GOOD INTENTIONS THE MOMENT THAT I GIVE UP  I KNOW THAT SOMEBODY GON GET IT AND YALL DON’T EVER WANNA LISTEN  I HATE IM STEADILY RUNNIN IN A CIRCLE REPETITIOUS  BUT I CAN’T GIVE UP ON MY WISHES STILL FEEL LIKE I AIN’T ENOUGH YOU SEE THATS JUST HOW I BE LIVIN IS IT MY FAULT THAT I’M FEELING LIKE THIS AND THINKIN I SHOULD JUST THROW IT AWAY IT WEIGH SO HEAVY ON MY SANITY  WITH ALL THE PRESSURE OF A BREAKDOWN I BE MAD  PEOPLE WANNA BE IN MY BUSINESS BUT THEY DON’T WANNA BE IN THEY BAG IT BE SAD  I DON’T GOT NO FAITH IN NOBODY  CAUSE AIN’T NOBODY WATCHING MY BACK  IT’S A TRAGEDY  YOU KNOW I’M GOIN THRU THE HARDEST THINGS ALONE BUILDIN UP JUST TO FALL BACK  WHEN WORST COMES FIRST THEN I ALWAYS END UP LAST HOW AM I   GIVIN ALL OF MY HEART I’M LOST WITHIN THE STATE OF OVERTHINKIN  I DON’T HAVE A REASON AT ALL..  NO CANT STOP MYSELF FROM INNER GRIEVING  STEADY OUT OF TOUCH I’M COLD SO SOMBERLY  JUST DON’T FEEL ENOUGH FOR MY SOUL IT’S SEVERING