I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS
ITS BEEN DARK INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END
BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A GRIP

AND I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD
CAN'T GO BACK
I'VE GONE TOO FAR
SO WHEN I MEET THE END
DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE WERE FRIENDS

IT'S A SHAME THAT I FEEL LIKE THIS
BUT WHAT'S NEW?
I PUT A LOT INTO THE THINGS THAT I LOVE
YEA I DO

AND I AIN'T EVER ASKED FOR MUCH OUT OF LIFE
BUT TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY INSTEAD I COMPLICATE THEN PREPARE AN APOLOGY
AND HONESTLY
IT TAKES ALL OF ME
SWALLOWING PILL AFTER PILL
NOT TO FALL INTO MY SLEEP

IT'S TEMPORARY
NUMB THE PAIN
SOME DAYS I REALLY CONTEMPLATE
NEVER WAKING UP AGAIN

IM UNGRATEFUL;
UNDESERVING
EVERYONE THAT HAS A LIFE
THEY SERVE A PURPOSE
BUT I CANT FIND THE REASON WHY
IM FEELING WORTHLESS
THE PRESSURE THE SORROW
BRINGING ME CLOSER TO CLOSURE
STILL I CAN'T HELP BUT TO CHOKE
I'M SORRY

I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS
ITS BEEN DARK INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END
BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A GRIP

AND I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD
CAN'T GO BACK
I'VE GONE TOO FAR
SO WHEN I MEET THE END
DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE WERE FRIENDS

I THINK A LOT ABOUT DYING
I WISH I COULD STOP IT
CONVINCED I NEVER WILL ERASE
THE HESITATION TO DROP IT

MY OPTIONS
FIRST THE PAIN
NEVER THE PLEASURE
I ONLY GOT TWO CHOICES
LIVE LIKE THIS OR CLOSE MY EYES
AND FOREVER

YEA
I CAN SEE JUST HOW IT'S GONNA BE
GOT DREAMS GOING SIX FEET DEEP
BUT FOR REAL I COUNT MY BLESSINGS
LEARN MY LESSON
AND THIS LIFE
ITS KEEP ON TESTIN'
PUSHING ME STRAIGHT TO THE EDGE
BLOOD IN MY VEINS FLOW TO MY HEAD
SCREAMING TIL MY FACE IS RED
HOW MUCH I WANNA GO
NOBODY CARES SO
I SHOULD GRAB THIS GUN AND PUT IT TO MY FUCKIN DOME
THIS IS THE LAST TIME
COULD BE MY LAST RHYME
YOU NEVER KNOW
I THINK IT'S TIME FOR ME TO COME HOME

I'M SORRY FOR THE MESS
ITS BEEN DARK INSIDE MY HEAD
I FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END
BECAUSE I CAN'T GET A GRIP

AND I KNOW IT'S REALLY HARD
CAN'T GO BACK
I'VE GONE TOO FAR
SO WHEN I MEET THE END
DON'T PRETEND LIKE WE WERE FRIENDS

DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TRYNA DO
BUT I REALLY GOTTA GO
YEA

DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TRYNA DO
BUT I REALLY GOTTA GO
YEA