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DISPOSITION

from THE DISDAIN by Shaolin G

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I KEEP ON FIGHTIN DISPOSITION
IM STRUGGLIN 
AIN’T NOBODY TRYNA HELP ME 
MAKE A VISION 

I KEEP MY HEAD WITH GOOD INTENTIONS
THE MOMENT THAT I GIVE UP 
I KNOW THAT SOMEBODY GON GET IT

AND YALL DON’T EVER WANNA LISTEN 
I HATE IM STEADILY RUNNIN IN A CIRCLE
REPETITIOUS 

BUT I CAN’T GIVE UP ON MY WISHES
STILL FEEL LIKE I AIN’T ENOUGH
YOU SEE THATS JUST HOW I BE LIVIN


IMA GIVE 100 WHEN I DO IT
MADE THIS ALL FROM NOTHIN
LIKE A DIAMOND

SAVE ME FROM THE SORROW
WHEN THE SONG PLAYS 
ON STAGE FILL ME WITH THE LOVE
I’VE BEEN HOLLOW

IS IT REALLY SOLVING 
PROBLEMS THAT I FACE
PUT A LIL CADENCE IN THE PROCESS 
HEALING WITH A PROMISE
I MIGHT MAKE IT
WORTH IT
BUT THEY DON’T THINK I DEN BEEN DESERVIN 

JUST GON WATCH ME FALL
SO JADED I DON’T CARE
WHEN IT’S TIME TO GO
DON’T ACT LIKE YOU WERE THERE

EVERYONE MOVES ON
AND THAT’S HOW LIFE IS 
RIGHT NOW I DO THE MOST
SO MUCH DON’T WANNA REST

TREAT ME 
FEELS AS IF YOU DECEIVE ME
CAUSE EVERY TIME I OPEN UP 
YOU SWEAR I’M OVERTHINKING 

ALRIGHT
I’M BITING MY TONGUE
BECAUSE I’M HERE IN THE LIMELIGHT 
AND LOSIN MYSELF
JUST TO GET BY

I KEEP ON FIGHTIN DISPOSITION
IM STRUGGLIN 
AIN’T NOBODY TRYNA HELP ME 
MAKE A VISION 

I KEEP MY HEAD WITH GOOD INTENTIONS
THE MOMENT THAT I GIVE UP 
I KNOW THAT SOMEBODY GON GET IT

AND YALL DON’T EVER WANNA LISTEN 
I HATE IM STEADILY RUNNIN IN A CIRCLE
REPETITIOUS 

BUT I CAN’T GIVE UP ON MY WISHES
STILL FEEL LIKE I AIN’T ENOUGH
YOU SEE THATS JUST HOW I BE LIVIN

IS IT MY FAULT
THAT I’M FEELING LIKE THIS
AND THINKIN I SHOULD JUST THROW IT AWAY

IT WEIGH SO HEAVY ON MY SANITY 
WITH ALL THE PRESSURE OF A BREAKDOWN

I BE MAD 
PEOPLE WANNA BE IN MY BUSINESS
BUT THEY DON’T WANNA BE IN THEY BAG

IT BE SAD 
I DON’T GOT NO FAITH IN NOBODY 
CAUSE AIN’T NOBODY WATCHING MY BACK 

IT’S A TRAGEDY 
YOU KNOW
I’M GOIN THRU THE HARDEST THINGS
ALONE

BUILDIN UP
JUST TO FALL BACK 
WHEN WORST COMES FIRST
THEN I ALWAYS END UP LAST


HOW AM I  
GIVIN ALL OF MY HEART
I’M LOST
WITHIN THE STATE OF OVERTHINKIN 

I DON’T HAVE A REASON
AT ALL.. 
NO
CANT STOP MYSELF FROM INNER GRIEVING 

STEADY OUT OF TOUCH
I’M COLD
SO SOMBERLY 
JUST DON’T FEEL ENOUGH
FOR MY SOUL

IT’S SEVERING

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from THE DISDAIN, released November 17, 2022

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